Unanswered questions

Why all the business ideas today are about advising, consulting others to do consulting and advising to others? To be a guide, a mentor, a consultant about some hyper specialized domain is the new business of the age in the year 2026. The main reasons are these kind of business have lowest cost to start with just few hours per week, and of course, all the best AI tools are at your disposal to be hyper efficient agent on your behalf. Not to mention you can be anywhere in the planet for these kinds of job too. You just need a good track record at something, or good company name in the record. They all seem to be selling the desires to be like them to people, meanwhile they themselves are trying to escape from their current positions and situations. This is the main reason they started their consulting/advising business in the first place.

Beside from those people, there are also people who are showing the ways. This new business idea on the street is called: here is my journey so far business. I will show you how I am doing right now, and you will get inspired to start your very own “here is my journey so far business”.

The question popping up in my mind these days is that “Are these all available viable options we have for those of us with no money and no background network connections?”. Common advice we could find are: do something, start small, start local, keep going, be fearless. You are just as entitled as anyone to have the life you want. Keep doing what you enjoy. What you enjoy….!

How about in my case?

I do enjoy reading about people life and the way they live. For me, learning about the journey of specific person is so enlightening. Especially, reading their journey about how they are confronting their own ego, in other word, how they are swimming or navigating their own ocean. The Ocean here might represent the society of their time, their own consciousness, their own definition of success. As Susan Sontag called it, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh.

What is my definition of success?

I want to be independent from other people control. In other word, spend my time as I seem fit.

How about the current situation compared to what I want?

Are all dependencies are bad?

How should I manage the struggle of prediction my own way of life?

How can I make sure about which is the best for me or which is not?

How about for the road I should have taken instead?

Am I comparing myself with other people ideas of success?

One thing I am sure is that I don’t want those unanswered thoughts killing my very own living. And I don’t want to live with constant worrying/fears and draining energy of mine and people around me especially those I love. I want to be a cultured person, an intellectual, a femme fatale. For that, I need time to learn, read, and figure out my own thought process. I need not to rush. I will find my own definition of success.